Chinese takeout

Nothing like greasy chinese take out to make a bad night more smelly and enjoyable. Cumulativve finals have a way of making me stay up really late, and today, one of my classmates made the experience more exciting by adding chinese take-out to the mix. So now, when I leave this room, I will forever stink. I also find fortune cookies extremely exciting. Everyonce in a while you get a really cheesy one that makes you smile or a bad cliche that makes you cringe. So here is mine for tonight, "Nothing in the world is accomplished without passion."

Couldn't be plainer. If I want to pass this test tomorrow (which about 10% of the class usually fails, and yes, I am in the bottom 10% of the class), I will have to STUDY. And not just study, but study with passion. Yes, that is difficult more me to accept, but guess what, it's a new me. I am actually quite amazed at the amount of information that I have covered in 8 hours, pretty much straight through. Other eight to go!!

I was also asked if I was truely happy all the time, or if on days like this when everyone is a little anxious about the exam, do I just smile for everyone else's benefit. Oh, such insight. And then I was told that with me, there is no middle ground. I am either really happy or really unhappy. Black and white. Could this be true? And if so, how healthy can that possibly be? I must say I tend to agree that with many things in my life I am kinda black and white, but then again there are those things were all I can see is grey. Why does my brain have to have so many connections and regulatory mechanisms that make my thoughts and feelings so complicated? I HATE THE BRAIN!! Only 6 school days and a weekend to go!!