Back to school

I have been back in NYC for 61 hours. (Not that I am counting) It has been cold, but I have started to adjust considering that our highs are in the 40's this week. Trust me, that is good news. I was told earlier this week that I have not done a good job of keeping up with this blog and that my best friend (who I got this idea from) was up on me by 3 entries. So, since I last wrote, I had finals and I went home; the latter being the most fun I have had in four months. I saw all my closest friends at least once and I was in beautiful warm weather for two whole weeks!! The sad part was trying to negociate with my mom how much time I could spend out of the house without her being upset. Sometimes, it went in my favor, a lot of the time, I was asked (with tears) to stay home.

But now I have returned to the cold city (where a few of my friends have thanked me for returning, i wonder if they know something about me and how i feel about being here) and I have many concerns on my mind. For example, I have a final on Monday and then again on Weds or Fri and a Renal test on Friday. Kinda scared and by kinda I mean a whole lot considering I failed the first test! Then in a few months I will be responsible for taking Step 1 of the USMLE (a big test that covers two years of information) and I am not excited at all. And, then, I have the privalage of starting clinical clerkships in June. AHHHHHH!!!!!

So my mind is a bit preoccupied with my future.