boys

I am on a roll today!!

Boys will be boys and boys are stupid. And one day I will realize that if they don't get it when you hint at it and they don't get it when you point at it and if they don't get it when you talk about it and when you scream and yell it, then they aren't going to get it. And that is ok. Because maybe, they are not meant to understand it. And what is "it"? Everything, anything.

And the boys that I have recently had drama with, well, I will continue to talk about them for months to come. But I thank them for at least being consistant in their response. That makes it a little easier on me. And they have served different purposes in my life and I hope that I wasn't completely useless in theirs (even if they never remember me).

Every once in a while (aka most of the time), I am even a little more stupid, just because I am unwilling to see what is plainly written in front of me. But I figure, if I want the right boy bad enough, he will come and I will see him and after some fierce fighting with myself I will, accept him (hopefully before he runs away).

There, I said it. happy?!!!