when i disappear

i seem to have a one track mind. meaning that most of the time whatever i am doing is taking up about 99% of all my energy (because, let's be honest, i am always thinking about cute boys.) the consequence of that is that i forget to call my friends (including my best friends) there really is no excuse, i am just inconsiderate. ok, now that that is out of the way.....

i am back in school. i always thought that summer school was for the people who didn't do so hot during the year in school or for the over achievers and i refused to be in either one of those groups, but now i have to admit that i am both! so, i will be spending this summer learning how to be responsible for people's lives. anyone scared yet? so i am approaching this year with a mix of excitement and fear. both of which one of my classmates reassures me are good things. the biggest news of today is that i learned how to draw blood to today (on a real person) and to put an IV in (on a dummy hand), so if you ever need either one of those let me know! the weird thing about having been gone for two months and coming back to this whole new phase of school is that my classmates and i don't get to spend nearly as much time together anymore. guess that is what happens when you grow up and move on.

summer is a weird time. at least it is for me this year. right now it is cold and rainy. and it has been this way for the last three days. i have seen only a hint of sunlight a few days ago. but for the most part it's like spring time, so much so that i wear socks and sweaters. and yes, it is june! nyc is just a strange, strange place. guess that is why i picked it to live.